I feel so fucking shitty right now. Just gotta do a couple more things then I can sleep. I really appreciate you guys being supportive even though you don’t know what’s going on. I’m still going to keep updating with whatever I can throw together, but it’s nice to know I don’t have to. I feel like you guys have always supported me more than other creators because I take this seriously & don’t take time off every time something has disrupted my life. From basically adopting my cousin, to going to the hospital twice, & the years and years of misery that followed that experience, right up to now you’ve always been good to me. It means a lot to me.
My success has slowly surpassed almost every creator who used to be doing much better than me. It’s been a struggle for sure, but I take malicious pride in knowing I stood the test of time while others failed. There are some I will never surpass, but I’ve done well. Even though I had to sacrifice a lot to get to this point. For someone who has always felt like he was being laughed at it’s nice to have a mean chuckle once in a while. Sometimes it’s good to indulge the petty side of your nature. I think you guys reading this understand that the imperfect can still be good. You have enough love even for someone who is true neutral to chaotic good. XD