Ha ha! I’m on time tonight! I’m technically ahead of time because I started this early in the morning. I hate being awake in the day generally, but my body is doing a whole thing now so I’m just adapting as best I can. I’m getting to where the insomnia is breaking a bit although I don’t feel like I’m getting the really good sleep that makes me feel correct. Maybe that’s still from allergies, or maybe it’s trauma, or something else, but I’ve kinda got my sleep area set up in a way where my shoulders don’t hurt really bad in the morning from laying at odd angles.
Tonight is the first night in at least a week, possibly more, that I actually am starting to feel what I think of as sleepy instead of just becoming emotionally unstable and having to lay down because I assume the cause is a need to sleep. After I get done sorting this out I’ll probably see if I’ll actually sleep if I lay down. If not I may try to play Animal Crossing since it seems to lull me into a sleepy state.
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