Stuff like finding a corpse is one of those things you only think you know how you’re going to react to. What it’s like in your mind versus the actual experience can be very jarring. I’ve had experiences where I was sure I was going to fall apart in the moment where something in my brain just clicked & I breezed through it without any problems. So it can go both ways. I’ve seen strong men break under pressure while the weak ones stood up & continued without complaint. There are just some things that strip away the artifice of yourself & leave the real version you hide from everyone exposed.