Well, you guys more than made up for the loss from last month. I really appreciate it. I’ll do my best not to disappoint you.
The other day I forgot to take my pills. I thought I did, but when I went looking for my container of them later I realized I’d somehow forgotten. I had always sort of wondered if the way I start to feel bad if I don’t take them on time was just in my head, but since I spent the entire day feeling shitty and woozy I guess I have my confirmation. The next day, having taken my pills on time, I felt really good. Probably because of the obvious comparison between days. Today I’ve been in pain. Why exactly I’m not sure, but I think I hurt myself yesterday playing with the dogs. It’s just a guess, but I think I messed up my shoulders and back by playing fetch. Whipping my arm forward wasn’t something I did a lot anyway, and after being sick for so long I really haven’t done much stuff like that. My entire left shoulder is cracking and popping when I move it today, and my sternum feels inflamed and out of place. It was at its absolute worst at noon today, but it’s been happening on and off all day. I wasn’t able to sleep properly because I couldn’t comfortably lay down. Even now I want to just sleep, but I’m simultaneously too tired to rest more, but also too tired to do things. It’s like being in the perfect place between rest and activity. The useless zone. In addition to all that stuff I’m also periodically coughing up wads of mucous. The fields all around the house are growing corn, which I think I’m extremely susceptible to allergies from. That’s just a guess. The filter on my dust cleaner thing also went bad at some point and I just noticed it last night. It may have been spitting dust into the room for several days for all I know.
My eyes absolutely burn right now. I actually thought I might have pinkeye it was so bad at one point, but I think it’s just a combination of extremely bad allergies combined with my c-pap blowing air into them all night long. Oh, as long as I’m at it let me tell you about the c-pap thing. The company who rents me the device (Which is fucking stupid the insurance should have just bought the fucking thing) didn’t renew their license last year, so they couldn’t charge me for anything until they did. It’s a basic thing they need to have to function as a company AND THEY FUCKING FORGOT. Also, the lady who was supposed to be in charge of my supplies apparently thought that when I told her I was going to the hospital for an alternate mask fitting that I was cancelling my service. Which is why I don’t get any replacement parts and can’t order them from the company. In addition to them not taking care of their paperwork, as mentioned before. It’s a level of incompetence that staggers the imagination. And I’m stuck with them because in order to change providers I’d have to redo the original test, which insurance doesn’t cover, that costs at its base level $1000. A-fucking-merica.
Anyway, I’m going to stop talking about this again now. If I randomly die I just want you guys to have something to be angry about though.
The other day I got out this moldable plastic stuff that I got two xmases ago. I wanted to try and make a new head out of some transformer parts I had. If you follow my tumblr you’ll be aware of this. After that I decided to see what else I could do with this wonder material. So far I’ve repaired loose joints and made loose weapons mold properly to the hands of a couple of figures. Which may sound small, but it’s solved problems I’ve had for years with some figures. The stuff is called instamorph and it works really easily and well. Add a .com to the name to find the site. I never used it because I had some of this sort of thing before, but it didn’t work. I assumed the new stuff would be similarly bad, but it’s not. It does what it says on the tin and does it well.