1302 Girl Interrupted.


I’ve got a bit of a headache. Just enough to be really disruptive. I’m having a hard time focusing on anything because of it. Honestly I need to stop obsessing over things and step back for a minute. That’s really what this comes down to. I have things I want to get dome before their deadline and it’s making me not function properly. I like being prepared. Having things done way ahead of time is my preferred state of being. I’m not as bad about it now, but I was the same way as a kid. Having deadlines hanging over me, appointments, or anything that was happening in the future, drove me nuts. That’s why I try to do commissions so fast. I hate having an unfinished commission waiting around. I had a small one come in while I stared having Photoshop problems and it made me take so much longer than normal. Plus, the whole time it was looming over me, making me grind my teeth. I know I’ve got plenty of time to accomplish my tasks, but convincing the irrational parts of my brain of that is the issue.

I kind of want to rearrange my space. It’s not really an option, but having things in the same place every day gets to me sometimes. Since my workspace never shows any sings of the progress I make it gives me the illusion of stagnation. I’m sure lots of people who are stuck in offices must feel that way. Then you spend a day moving your trinkets around… Which I’ve just done. XD

Rather than waste 20 minutes trying to remember what else I was going to talk about I’m going to get back to doing things I need to do. Still have a couple of pages I wanted to color for the Patreon stuff, and maybe a little more story.