John tends to fall into these bouts of self pity. It clearly must be some kind of coping mechanism since if you look at his life in totality he isn’t someone who gives up. Even as he gets down he keeps moving ahead. Probably because he didn’t have anyone in his corner for so long that he just learned to push through his feelings because his survival depended on it. He’s been on his own basically since he was 17, so it’s not like he’s weak. It’s more like he processes failure is a somewhat immature way for lack of mature role models. Then again it might just be a quick of genetics. People just cope differently sometimes and the reason isn’t clear. I’m sure he’ll figure it out.

It’s almost 15 minutes past posting time so I’ll leave my outside musings there for now. I hope you all have a nice weekend. Hopefully you will arrive back on Monday fresh from your time of rest. Failing that maybe you’ll just have had a nice weekend. In any case I will be here waiting. Until we meet again, distributed by Bimbo Bakeries.

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